The temptation is there as it has been so long. May you never receive it again due to your misfortune? Why, you do not deserve to be refrained from such pleasure that I can give you. Why put yourself through such misery when the opportunity is there for your taking? Oh, come here now, that relationship of yours with Him can still exist. He will not mind if you partake for it is only natural. Does He desire for you not to enjoy that which He gave to you? Your happiness should not preclude your salvation or otherwise what good is that chaste living? Let your passions be entertained and your stress fade. You shouldn’t feel guilty delighting in the comfort it will give you. You did what was right to make things right and look where it has gotten you. Compensate for your plight by doing that which you no longer have. What is any harm in satisfying those desires He gave you through your inheritance from Adam? For it be an injustice for you to suffer as a consequence of your design. No one will be affected, it is a quiet, dark place, with complete privacy. Enjoy and live freely for life is short.
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